Week number 2048.1

Don't like my meds...Don't like them
one single bit...I'm not the person I
want myself to be...

The breakdowns and mood swings...
The aches and pains...The numbness
of it all...

I cry...They hug...I call the doctor...
They're happy...I promise I'm
alright...They smile...

I've got them fooled...They think I'm
better...That way they leave me alone...
They don't bother me...They don't
worry...They deserve so much more
so much better...That's what's best...

Don't pity...Don't cuddle...Don't pat the
back and say something...My music
is up...My earphones are in...My
smile is painted...I'm better off...

I love you...


mood music:
SIXX AM

with:
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL